Computer addiction/gaming

These days it is normal to have a computer and stuff.
For me it was cool when the first computers came around
and I have had a computer in my life ever since!
(Now I have 2, a table pc/desktop(?) and a laptop. Mostly use the table PC)
I'm not as much of a nerd as I want to be though.. Still got stuff to learn! :P

I have an addiction to computers, I spend most of my time sitting around the computer,
doing what ever. Recently (a year-two ago) I started playing games.
Mostly CS:GO (Counter Strike: Global Offensive) and HotS (Heroes of the Storm)

So um, playing games is nice! Have taught me a lot about logic and using it more often.
Which helps me a lot, being a overthinking, stressing person.

I've noticed I mostly like team-games. Playing alone is not as fun,
though having team mates who don't know how to play as a team are annoying!
(Play games that are not team based! lol) Haha.
(Everyone is a noob at first!) I'm not a pro gamer, but it is fun and I learn more all the time.

I have found a lot of new friend via gaming, that is super cool too!
Especially since I've had trouble leaving my flat/computer.
It actually does not help me, to not be so much on the computer,
but I use my "computer time" more beneficial now..
Gaming is not the problem! It is the f-ing compute! :D

But um, it is important to notice a computer/internet addiction..
I believe many have it without realizing, it took me a while to notice too.
Thought I just didn't have anything better to do and that's why I'm on the computer so much.
But I actually leave a lot of stuff un-done, because of getting stuck on the computer.
(Which is pretty normal too, even for people who don't have the addiction..)

Haven't really even tried stuff to keep me off of the computer yet,
but I am going out more! (Thus, less pc time, but it's always pc time when at home!)
When I go out, I keep away from my phone or any possible computers
and consentrate on the people around me (looking at their phones non-stop, lol).
You got any tips on how to stay away from the computer?
"Just do not put it on the first thing in the morning!" Haha
(I will learn my self though, as soon as I start trying.. Got some other priorities right now.)



Hm, what else? I dunno.. Just thought it is good to spread the word a bit/talk about it openly.
Maybe you need to check out the pro's and con's of your "computer-time"? Tsh. :P


~ Ninja ♥

I am a hoarder!

Well so..
I finally got to move to a bigger apartment.
Used to live in a 33m2 tiny little one-room-flat,
now I live in a 59,5m2 two-room-flat. ^^
(More to clean, ugh! Haha.)

The funny thing(!) is that I filled this "huge" flat so easily with all the stuff from my old flat.
(Must be good at Tetris, being able to fit this much stuff in a tiny flat, haha!)
Only got 2 couches more, the only things "new" here.. Oh my!
I really need to look over my stuff and see what I really even need/want.

Well hm.. Dunno what else to say..
My 2 cat's love it here, more room, safer outside..
(without cat stealers, cat torturers and less mites/tick's) :) ♥


(Pic: The biggest tick taken off of my cat. I know..ew. haha)


Um.. Well yeah, the kitchen is newly done,
the construction workers must have used this empty flat as their "break-room", lol.
(No-one lived here at that time)
Because the kitchen/fridge was a bit messy.

I had to put up new wallpapers in 2 rooms (with good help! TY mom, Max and my bro Tomas!)

and move at the same time, was super stressy times. UGH!

Still need to paint my pink entry/hallway white.. (ew, don't like pink walls!)

 

(Pix: "Ripping off" the old wallpaper in living room
and my new wallpaper in the bedroom.)


I think this is enough about that..
Sorry for messy writing and stuff,
havent written stuff in a long time!

~ Ninja ♥

"Special.."

If someone acts special towards you,
don't get fooled, it might just be the way that person is.
But when you know someone and that person
does something he/she doesn't usually do,
then it is special!

And vice versa.. Someone doing something special,
but you not noticing, because it is normal for you..

For example: Me being nice, it's normal, just they way I am,
doesn't make you my crush or anything..

Not saying you shouldn't take a special act as special
or take it for granted, but just don't get fooled!


~ Ninja ♥